stress!!

no other words to describe..stresss..tensionnn..feels like my head and my heart are about to explode!!

dup dap dup dap..

hati berdebar2.. harini kembali cuak..lps dpt feedback dr supervisors trus it hits me that there's no time! only 2 days n few hours left??!!! gosh.. 1 day before exam n 2 more days before final submission..

overall feedback ok la..not surprising dat kene edit2..biase la tu.. but surprisingly they liked my conclusion which i really hated..haha.. kalu camtu perlu buat keje kol 4pg bile sgt ngantok..ahhhaha..

will have to edit2 n finalize n submit to them by tmrw nite.. n they'll give d final feedback after my exam on thurs..huhuhu..now cuak cuz i dono how to divide my time between editing and studying (tu la weekend aritu mls stadi!! isskk)

semua org pun bz editing n finalizing their projects bout now.. 2 more days! wpun 2 dreadful days but hey, look on the bright side we've actually survived this hectic year.. survived everything together! so keep on movinggg..don give up!!

hope everything goes well..insyaallah!!

cant wait til d clock strikes 5.01pm on friday! weeeeeee..

boring stuffs..

i know its boring..all my posts are about work..study and more work..blerghh..dont worry..only few more days..after this i will blog about the welly's sun, the beach, the laughters, the bbq, the shopping, the gossips..wahahha.. cant wait!!!!

anyhoo, we had 413 discussion just now in the hons room.. almost everyone came..well, there's only 10 of us in class anyway.. mmg takde org yg dh start study la..everyone pun muka stress..either br abes final draft or still struggling doing it.. here's the exam questions..suckky i tell u..

1. Alternative accounting research should be abandoned because it is disconnected from practice.

2. Acknowledging that accounting is socially constructed would require acknowledging that different accounting could be equal.

critically discuss the above stmt. Refer to any material covered in this or any other course..

haa.. tak ke sgt broad soklan2 tuh.. i think anyone yg tak amek 413 but took 421 pun bleh jwb..haha..seriously we kinda got nothing out of this class either than being experts in capitalist economy (inside joke)..haha.. well, i don regret la taking this class cuz i don like public sector..senang ckp all subjects 2nd sem tak best la..keke..but at least 413 have helped me in my 430 cuz i could do d same topic for my 413 essay n d isi bleh relate to my 430..

d discussion was alright..we got a lot of ideas for the 1st ques but 2nd tu hampeh..everyone tak paham ape soklan tu nak..so we just jot down few points n hope tu goreng2 before exam this thursday..haha..

half of the discussion time we spent talking bout other stuffs..430 la..lecturers la..hahaha.. of cuz la semua stil tak puas ati with the exam date..ergh.. but wat to doooo..

F told us that BL might be going to LSE to do an 8 month course..course ape ntah..wargh gile la..apparently nenek itew, si BP kenal d director of LSE..so BL ni pun interested or sth..ntah la..but its not suprising la dat guy will get in..rajin dan bijaksana..ahaha.. erm ape lagik cite? si BH nk gi cuti2 from next wk til feb..gi negara2 asia gitew..tak tau la ape dia buat lama sgt..hhaha.. org2 lain lepak2 jek kot summer nih..owh MM kate dia nk buat summer school..dia amek law degree jugak ke? aritu cam terdgr tp tak sure..td pun tak tanye dia balek..eheh..

i think i sleep too much la this few days.. anything more than 6 hours for people like me who has a lot of work is considered too much okkk.. ni kes qadak tido kot nih..ehehe..

ok should get back to my studying..(konon)..nk tgk kelab poppp dlu lah..ehehe..taaa~~

duit duit duit..

bukak farah's blog just now terkejut with the current exchange rate..wahh.. nzd1 = RM1.99?? even spore dollar is much higher..even higher than aust dollar..gila lahh.. hmm more reason to habiskan nzd kat sini before balek..ahaahaha.. hmm..

y la must d dollar turun now..before this org yg balek for good sure bahagia dpt tukar RM n dpt lots of moneyy.. hmm..now must bwk balek but tgu till d dollar naik la kot..iskkk..one good thing is bile my mom dtg la kot..byk lagi la dia dpt tukar..cuz its really cheap..isk isk..terok nye economy..

aside from that, ive been slacking around for 2 days already..hahaha.. well, friday aritu lps anta draft mmg lepak till mlm..then yesterday we went to kak bell's open hs n stayed there til 5pm..layan anak2 dia..buat candy floss..haha..how fun..then some of us went to pak n save to stock up on groceries.. balek, masak, den lepak jek til i fell asleep around 1 plus kot..haha..awal jugak tuh..i just read 1 pg of my article trus tertdo..ekekke..tak tau la nape ngantok sgt...

so today, i hope dat i can really start studying..tp tak start lagik lah..br gi buat laundry..nnt lah.. takde mood langsunggg..iskk..

current fav pic.. aidid tgh suapkan candy floss to aina.. awww..how comelll =D

lalala..

slamat pagi! heh.. pagi la sbb i tdo terbalek arini.. pg tadi tdo only after 9am slps seharian tak tdo smlm..gara2 nk siapkan final draft of my project..iskk

fuh..dh siap..dh anta kat my supervisors around 830am pg tadi..byk tol words..iskk.. tak masuk references n appendix dlm 16088 words..double spacing total 69 pgs..gilaa.. haha.. jgn risau ye rakan2 lain..mmg research saye ni panjang sbb my companies' analysis kene panjang.. tp pape pun..im gona edit n reduce it next wk after dpt d final feedbacks.. rase nk gune 1.5 spacing jek sbb byk sgt pg nk print nnt..dh la kene buat 4 set! pokai laaa..

i tak puas ati ngn my research conclusion..mcm isi stil merata tpt..wah bersengkang mata ni tuk abeskan..rase nk tdo jekk tp kalu tdo dlu kene bgn cpt tuk siapkan..so i pun bertahan jek la tuk siapkan..penatt sunggguhhh..

skang bleh la saye relek2 sebentar.. rase nk nangis jek sbb kene start stadi tuk exam pulakkk!!! wahh org lain kalu dh abes bleh tol2 berjimba..tp saye kene stadiiii.. uwaaaaaaaa :'(

kalu saye over rajin saye belek2 la article2 mlm nih..belek jek la..tak larat la nk buat keje arini..huhu..

ok taaa~~

1 week!

omg baru sedar..by this time next wk..i'll be handing in my final project.. kalu terlebih rajin..maybe by this time dh berjoli dan bersiap2 utk hons farewell dinner..huhuhu..

~~~cuakk-nesss~~~

keep on moving..

things do not just go according to plan.. there will always be some problems along d way..

i should be relaxing rite now..but im not..
i should have submitted my final draft..but i didnt..
i should be catching up on my sleep..but i cant..

one of the worse things that could happen to a writer happened to me last nite..

i lost one section of my research after working for 3 hours for it.. i remembered saving my work after completing the section..even saving it while working on it..den my ms word became a bit crazy so i closed and open it again..thennnn.. d whole section was not there! &*%$#&#$$^@#@!!

i was so shocked smpi menggeletar satu badan..then i was so stressed and broke down..i couldnt stand it anymore.. dh la tgh mengejar masa..bende camnie lak happen..can u imagine?? i really felt like shutting everything off n sleep..but i didnt.. while i can still remember what i wrote, i start writing d whole section back.. my heart was pounding very fast.. there was a mixture of emotions...

so, i could not finished my draft yesterday..i emailed david to ask for another day..n he agreed that i could hand the draft tmrw..

now every few minutes i would press d save button..haih technologies..they can make ur life easier and they can even make you get a heart attack! haha..

i havent started doing anything today..i just felt that i should take some time off. went for lunch and jln2 around town with ayer just now..n i just got back few minutes ago.. i'll start my work after this and hoping nothing bad will come my way..

so korang2..let's keep on moving.. we are almosstt there!!

nota lantai: still tak bleh caya kene stadi lagi tuk exam next week!!!! erghhh!!!

in denial..

on 16th of sept, i sent my phone back home to my mom cuz the screen was not functioning properly.. BUTTTT.. my mom still haven't received d fon up till now..waaarghh..

it should only take 6-10 days but now its been more than a month!

so now i should make d fon call to nz post and fill in the refund form..waaaaaaaa..i know i should call them earlier but i just feel dat d fon WILL reach home.. guess not..haih..its been too longggg..

sedey2..i used d fon for not even a year.. ee mesti ade org curikkkk..dh la siap ade warranty semua i post balek..waa sape curikkk?? eeee..kejammm!!! ade gak terpk time raya so post kat msia cuti lame..tapi ni dh lame sgt ni oii.. i don even know if d fon did ever reach KL..iskkk..

hmm..too long in denial..so tmrw i will call..i think i can only ask for 250dlr refund..haih..seciput nye..

nmpknye kene la merengek lagi kat my dad pasal nk fon baru..huhuhu.. guess i just can get a new fon when im back..fon kat sini semua cam tak best jek..lembab sgt model baru masuk..hihi..

sib baik la en azfar ade fon lebih..time kasih ye..

nota lantai: told ya tahun ni all my electronic stuffs boycott me.. iskkk..

dugaan hari ini..

project history yang disangka cepat dibuat tetapi telah mengambil masa yg sgt2 lah lama..adeh.. campur dgn kemalasan lagik..so smlm tdo 3 jam 45 min jek..nk tdo jap dr 6pg smpi 8pg tp terlajak..sib baik terbgn kol 9.45am.. bgn2 jek trus la bertungkus lumus kan..sbb kene anta kol 5pm..kene hantar hard copy jugak lak tu..kene la bergegas ke uni..

alkisahnye..bermula la dugaan2 pada hari ini..

dugaan pertama..ayer kate dia nk tlg antakan hard copy gune motor atong..so i dh siap by 4 lebih trus la anta soft copy dlu..ayer abes dlm 430 camtu kot n dia pun anta soft copy.. atong ade 2 kunci motor..satu kat flat satu lagi patut kat 243..tp tadi pulak njb tertinggal satu kunci tu kat rumah dia..flat lak takde..so ade motor takde kunci..haha..

dugaan ke 2..oleh itu..kiterang pun jalan lah dgn pantas mengharungi angin yg mengganas ke railway..

dugaan ke 3..smpi hons room, tekan la tuk print kat printer biase tu..tgu2 skali printer tu kong plak arini..waduh..so terpaksa la print gune printer yg lebih jauh.. patut nk print 1 sided dia kuar double sided pulak..takpe la kan.. pastu i nye project dia print 2 kali pulak..waduh..rugi duit (tp gune account ayer yg ade by credit tu..sbb dia tak gune..so takpela kan..hehehe)..

dugaan ke 4..smpi rutherford, naik la tingkat 6 gi bilek BK dgn harapan dia ade..mmg la dh lepas kol 5pm..tp mane la tau kan..tgk2 dia takde..haiyo..so kiterang pun rase nk pi tgk ofis kat level 7 kot2 stil ade org..

dugaan ke 5.. nk p ofis naik jek la tangga cpt sket..rupenye mmg tak bleh guna tangga unless ade staff kad..hahaha.. so mmg kiterang stuck kat tangga plak sbb tak bleh kuar mane2..so dia pun tulis notice..kalu before kol 5pm ade certain tingkat nye pintu bleh kuar..tp kalu dh after 5 kene kuar kat ground floor jek..waduh..so kiterang pun turun laa dr tingkat 7 smpi ground..haha

dugaan ke 6.. smpi ground floor..kiterang pun naik balek la lift ke tingkat 7..n seperti dijangka ofis dh tutup..so turun la balek ke tingkat 6..dan selit lah research tu bwh pintu BK..hahahaha

so..nnt ktierang kene email la dia ckp terlambat hantar hard copy..tp takde la nk sebot semua2 dugaan yg perlu dihadapi kan..hahha..

kiterang ni dh la tak mkn satu hari..tdo tak ckup.. basuh muka jek..(oopps..eheh).. campur ngn semua dugaan tu lagi..hhaha..mmg macam cartoon.. mmg gelak jek la kan pastu..ape nk buat lagi..

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atong dh balek pg tadi..huhu..smlm sempat la bergossip ngn atong buat kali terakhir di welly.. sedey pulak nnt kiterang tak dpt sumber gossip lagi dan takde dah org yg nk dikenakan..bosan pulak..ehehe..takpe la atong.. D.A.L.L.E.M.M.U.. ekekke..

cut cut cut!

saw this advert at farmers website just now..ish..baru jek ptg rambut..kalu tau mmg tgu jek la few days smpi november..hehe..

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well, sape2 nk ptg rambut tu go cek it out yeah..

nota lantai: history bergerak mcm kura2 patah kaki.. takde perasaan nk buat wpun tau kene anta sok before 5pm..wah gilos!

haahaha..takde keje..

ok im soo bored of doing my history research so i find other things to do (x sedar diri)..so ape lagi try test speed lagi la kan..so tadaa..my new result..

74 words

Typingtest

hahaha..btol la sue..kiterang ni takde life..dok dpn computer jek.. how i wish bleh tulis essay non stop this fast.. so bleh siap tulis history project 6500 words in 88 minutes..ahhahah..berangan..

amacam sue..i tgh lead la nih.. farah? licin lagik ke keyboard..adek2 kite bagaimana pula ye? muahahaha..

speedo..

sebab ramai sgt dok try lagi speed test ni..so i tried it again just now..dlu cam mls nk blog about it..but now nk blog sbb buat2 jek trus cam jd laju..wahahha..n here is my result..ngeh ngeh..

67 words

Speed test

haha..amacam..mau lawan lagik? hehehehe

d.a.l.l.e.m.m.u ~ dam dim dum..

1. saw david today..he's happy with my draft.. wants my 'full' draft next wed..mati! ..offered me to do phd = crazy! told him to take my project n extend it himself..haha.. he sed he'll contact me in few years time to see if i'll be interested then..hahaha.. no thanks!

2. stayed at hons room after dat..tried to do history project..but i got bored and ngantoks..so no mood..stayed til around 7.45pm

3. went dinner at satay kajang with the gurls..no guys allowed today..haha..n so d guys went to nandos..so we gossiped..laughed..full..n we're happy =D

4. d guys joined for coffee at ernesto..last coffee with atong in welly since he's going back this monday..haha..so..more gossips..more kenekan atong..more laughters..n we're happy =D

5. now im at home..becoming lazy..with no mood to do history..

6. my dad going for haji on d 1st of dec.. n my mom n bros will come here for my graduation on d 4th-13th dec..all tix confirmed..

7. i wana go shopping.. i wana buy spring dresses..i wana buy shoes..i wana buy d gladiator sandal..i wan d estee blockbuster.. i need more money!!

p/s: tgh protes d.a.l.l.e.m.mu..kene paksa atong bace blog nih..hahahahah.. =p

nerdy..

argh.. tension + stress + penat = ?? i hate this feeling..im soooo tired.. tired of thinking..tired of writing..tired of stressing..hah..

gosh rimas nyeee!! i need air to breathe.. i need to go for a stroll down the city..but it's late..it's dark..it's cold..haihh..

im finishing up my 3rd draft for david..oh well, he sed to submit when ready..wats dat supposed to mean? will i ever be ready? haha.. i think dats d problem..i dono whether im ready to submit to him or not.. i think i have done enough..i have completed all my companies' analysis..FINALLY! oh ya, i should reward myself first before stressing on the other parts of research which is not completed, right? i know but is there time? isk isk.. watever it is im gona submit it to him before he checks his email tomorrow morning..so before 8am? so i guess i'll just continue what i can for an hour or two..

i think that i write too much.. while my other frens might have a problem of writing because of the lack of literatures related to their projects, i have to cover two important aspects which are regulation and disclosure, both with quite a number of different literatures.. so that sort of explain why i think i write too much..at the moment, i can easily exceed the maximum number of words of 15000..hah.. can i just let david n trish edit my work n trim down the words?? hahahha.. well i hope they will tho..kekeke..

i feel like a nerd.. making geeky-jokes..talking nothing but boring work stuffs..

i wanted to tell ayer yesterday about the sequel of the Sex and the city movie by saying SATC but i ended up saying.. "ayer, derang nk buat CSR punye sequel" hahahahaha.. gilosss!!

sepi..

dapat jugak tgk sepi at last..just finished watching it.. wah sedey..nangis..sedey..

i like d movie..but i just feel that somehow la kot patut cptkan sket cite dia masa first2..mcm cinta kan cam cepat jek transition from one cite tu another..sepi bit slow..well maybe cuz sepi ade 3 stories je kot..cinta ade lebih ek? tak igt plak..haha.. but pape pun ending dia best..overall pun best! i would give lebih kurang sama rating to cinta only i think sepi bg byk lagi pengajaran kot..so yey sepi!

sape2 rase nk nangis tu..mmg patut tgk..haha.. den after watching..surely u'll take time n reflect on ur own life.. oh well, i did anyway..hehe.. dgr lagu2 dia pun rase nk nangis..dok terpk jek..huhu..

so, sape2 belum tgk tu sila lah.. haa..dak2 gov ni mesti nk tgk pas anta essay kan? eheh..dvd tu with me now..sila roger ye..

time kasih elly kerana menghantar!

oh vaio..

wahai vaio ku,

jgn la kau gila..

mula2 battery mu gila, daku masih bersabar..

skang dvd drive pulak gilak..waduh2..

tidak penah ku bersikap kejam terhadap mu..

haih..terbantut niat nk tgk sepi..

wahai vaio ku,

tlg la jgn gilak..

kau masih muda..

smpi msia akan ku anta kau pergi berubat..

bertahan!

nota lantai: tahun ni semua brg electronic saye boycott kot..tepon pun rosak..ni laptop lak join sekaki..pasni jgn la brg lain pulak..isk isk..

pok pek pok pek =p

when girls talk..they really talk! hahahah.. yes we talked for hours just now.. oh gosh..from 4 til 11pm? hahahahha.. gile pe? wah but it was really fun and satisfying..omg..felt like we havent done it in ages..haha.. ye la sblm ni kalu cakap2 pun surely time2 nk buat keje ke..or cam pasal keje ke..but not today..today we crap like nobody's business..hahahah..abes semua cite kuar..gelak2 lagi..tq gurls! i had fun! a fun stress-free and work-free day! yey! sorry la korg2 yg kene buat gov project tu kan..ehehe..lps 31st oct kite all out ok! slumber party la ape lagi kan kan? kekeke

tq for d open houses today..waiteata and mckenzie terrace..time kasih byk2..saye kenyang =D and yes another lovely day in welly today! wah bestnye everyday mcm ni kan.. but tgk la..nnt mesti few days in the week weather start menggila balek..kate pun welly..

i feel so tired right now..mcm buat keje byk sgt la plak kan..padahal dok borak jek..ekekek.. i choose to just lepak2 je la kot after this..then sleep..tmrw i hope that i will have the determination to do my work..haha.. chaiyok! countdown tu pun dh di letak di bahagian atas..i sdiri pun cuak tgk d numbers..ekekke..

taaa~~

inequality..

i downloaded the first episode of 'lipstick jungle' just to see whether the story is nice or not..so far its not dat bad..will download d 2nd episode later..well, its from the creators of sex n d city but in lipstick jungle there are only 3 main women characters..with 2 married and another stil single..n all these ladies are very successful in new york..

n so one of them was having some marriage problem cuz her husband felt that she's more powerful than him... she was sad because its kinda not her fault that she became successful. she worked hard for it.. n so now she's scared that her marriage would be over because of this issue.. i have yet to know the rest because its in the next episode..

my mom once told me that her fren who is a successful doctor kinda have trouble finding her soulmate..she had no boyfriends during her study life cuz she was bz studying..when she became a doctor, most guys were scared to approach her cuz of her high position..after several years, she ended up getting married to her assistant. so my mom always ckap..blaja kuat2 tp jgn tinggi2 sgt..nnt kang tak kawin..hahahahah.. takpe la mama..tak larat dh nk blaja nih..saket otak.. keke

it's always this problem isnt it? gender inequality.. or sexist?

i know dat most of d guys still have this ego that they must be more 'powerful' than women..well, im not saying like total power over women or wat..but its kinda like being some sort of the leader. the breadwinner..well, i dont deny dat surely..i think that men were created because of dat.. its nature..dat is one of the thing that differentiate between men and women. well, women also have their own specialitites..n so i think women and men complements each other..

but nowadays u c women as presidents, leaders, prime ministers..even some getting the title Dato' but not their husbands... i always wonder, wat about their husbands? should we call the husbands Datin? haha.. hmm so wat now?

for the future of cuz i'll work..but not for the rest of my life kot.. like my mom, my dad kate tak payah keje la pas kawin..n so she didnt..so wateva she learnt she taught the children..haha..i tak mau ok! penat jek nih study kuat2..tak tdo mlm..of cuz i'll work.. but i don have any ambition to be like the president of the company or wat..haha..dlu ade la merepek nk jadi governor..wkakka..takpe la ye..i rather open up my own business in future..hehe..

so should us women work hard and be successful but shall not overshadow men? should women be left with children at home and do all the housework? or should it be equal?

sniff...

fuh, br abes kemas bilek sket..rase lame tak kemas2..tetibe rajin tadi.. hehe.. anyway, i think i have a sensitive nose when it comes to smelling something weird. if let say tetibe bau cam masam n i dono where it came from mmg tak puas ati la..kene gak cari bau tu smpi dpt.. kalu tak.. cam dok terigt2 bau tu eventho cam bau busuk tu tak de la kuat or wat..wah tak suke..

cam skang..tetibe bau cam sth..hmm tak tau lak nk describe as wat..its not smelly tho..but i just feel that it should go away..harus spray air freshener lah nnt..haiya...

today is very hot! wah, kurang angin..rase cam summer totally! went to umno's open hs n agm just now.. mkn kenyang til tak dpt mkn sgt kat mckenzie.. haha.. anyway thx to the open houses today.. so tmrw will be another round of open houses... sorry la..kami2 di terrace ni tak mampu la nk buat open house..takde mase..time kasih la kepada adek2 yg sanggup menjemput kami2 nih..ehehe..

til next time..tata~

another lovely day =D

yes today is very sunny..very lovely indeed! i went down to town to do something but tak jadi..so end up having lunch with d guys at kipp cafe near plimmers step..not bad la.. its halal kan..then, went home to do some work before going to uni for the vic international farewell dinner..

don be surprised ok..im not dat rajin to go but they are going to give ayer his price for winning the photo competion n so we went. but he did not get the overall winner, the winner of the nz scene got it..its ok tho..so congrats ayer! he received 100dlr voucher from welly photographic suppliers..d winners have a choice between vouchers from dick smith, vic books, cd and dvd store or the photographic suppliers..im sure most of them will choose the photographic suppliers..hehe..

n so here is the picture that he sent in for the competion which won the portrait category

n these are the rest of the winners and runner-ups..the pic are not so clear cuz they are not the original photos..its from the email by vic international..

winner of uni life category

winner of nz scene category

runner up of portrait category

runner up of nz scene category

runner up of uni life category

d event was boring actually..haih.. we took off right after the prize giving ceremony..we went to hons room for a while as i needed to print some articles..nash, n and athi were there..so we borak2 till its time for dinner. atong ajak dinner at cinta today. after filling our tummy with yummy food, we walked slowly home.

n here i am, writing this at home, in my room, with piles of work beside me that i intentionally ignored d whole day..haha..*tak sedar diri ok*

ok c u guys in any of the open houses tmrw..

final lap

n so we had our last class today..no more uni lectures..weee... oh well it's been a while since we had classes in the lecture halls since all of our classes are in railway.. so today was our history class. i had to present my research topic..im doin history of csr..yes i know csr again..hahaha..mek lijah sempat gelak tu sbb all my 3 research papers this sem are about csr...kekeke..too bad lah im lazy to search for other topics..besides, csr is a broad topic n so i can do quite a number of different papers about it.. in a way buat 3 keje dlm 1..bile bace article tu sometimes i do get info for all my 3 papers..sambil menyelam minum air..btol ke? heh.. well, the aos one is done..so now i need to start writing my history paper which is due on the 20th..n not to forget the ongoing hons project..huhu..

anyway..funny thing about history class just now..our lecturer, atuk, finally remembered everyone's names today n he admitted that himself..haha..but, from d start he had troubled calling dyana and ayer's name..so he end up calling them by their father's name..n so dyana became rusmani and ayer became mustafa..hahaha..buttt..just now, while he was thanking everyone, he called up each of us and he actually called ayer 'Khalifa'..hahahahhahaha.. tergelak kiterang.. we think that he gabungkan Khairil and Mustafa together.. jd khalifah lah pulak kan..kekekkeke..

hmm, i didnt do much today..after class, lepak watch marathon of series..smlm tuesday kan kluar byk series..but since i was quite bz preparing my presentation so i watched everything just now..how fun..heh..gossip girl tak kuar la pulak kan..

so im hoping for a more productive day tomorrow..from the hons info session yesterday..wat the past students said was exactly how we are feeling right now..the never ending work..the sleepless nites..the feeling of quiting several times along the way..so they mention its like a race..yes just like how i felt..

n so right now..

we're in the final lap of the race.. i can see the finish line oh so clearly..but, it is still hard for me to get there.. still few more hurdles..i need to jump..but at the moment i cant.. n so i pray for the time to move very slowly so that i could regain my strength, increase determination, leap over and cross the finish line with pride!

A post wihout a title - malas nk pk title

Lately, i have been having some sleeping problem. Not that i can't sleep. The problem is that everytime i find a good spot, closing my eyes will straight away leads me to sleeping. So, even though its not Ramadhan anymore, I find that lately, especially during last weekend, I have been sleeping from 6pm to 12pm. Then woke up and do my work (mainly the bluddy interview transcript) then go back to sleep around 5-6 am. But one thing that is amazing is that right now, I've been woking up at 11am max. So at least, I have been enjoying the sun more than the moon. hehehehe...

I think, my sleep has not been boring. I have been having some interesting, sad, thrilling and enjoyable dream. Thats one of the reason (i think) i dun wanna wake up. Cuz I really want to know the ending of my dream. But normally, I wont lor...surely the storyline of the dream will get so thrilling that the people or me in the dream cant reach the final destination. Bak kate org mlayu...perjalanan penuh dgn onak dan duri...haha.. but one of the dreams which i can rememeber was about a young girl...i think really2 young about 5-7 years old who did not enjoy Aidilfitri as much as we do.

To start off the story of the dream, the venue of the dream is so unclear. Sometimes its in Malaysia, sumtimes its in Welly. But alot of people in my family, relatives, friends from high school and in Welly is in the dream.

It started off with me n my cousins and friends playing futsal in the eve of Aidilfitri (Normally in Msia, Ive been playing futsal in Aidilfitri). Then suddenly, while I was outside the court, looking at the game, there sits a really young and cute looking girl name siti (tak igt name..so bantai name je la..haha)... then we started talking, and im amazed in her age, she was pretty mature in compare to her friends. So when we finished, I invited her to my house for raya. I promised her that I would send her home later. And she followed us. Before that, ive asked her to called her mother first, so that she knows where she is going. She called and she only left a voice msg as her mother might be busy with her "things". We stayed till late night (late meaning late for a 5-7 years old girl) after eating a whole lot of Raya food (which I totally craved and missed). We had sum fun, and got to know and I see her to be a really independent child which are more matured than any other kids around today. But later that night, when it is time for me to send her home (i dun know why, in the dream i was suppose to send her using Atong's scooter...hahah), she looks kinda sad. She just stayed at the living room and stayed quite....and when I asked her several times to get ready...she called her mom and left a message saying she won't be going back home. I asked her why...and she told me that she felt not being loved and for once she wanted to have an enjoying Aidilfitri where the feeling of togetherness and happiness is felt and enjoyed with a group of people that cares about her. She has not felt the feeling of Aidilfitri since she was born as her family members were busy with work and does seem to care less about Aidilfitri. Later, some force (heheheh) woke me up..and it makes me think.

The dream makes me think how lucky I am to be part of a family that loves me so much. This goes to my family in Malaysia and to my friends in Wellington too. I have been celebrating Aidilfitri in Wellington for 4 years and has been nagging about not being able to enjoy my Aidilfitri like it used to be. But the dream makes me realize that there are some people who did not feel what I'm feeling now..and I shud be thankful.

I really want to thank everyone for giving me lotsa love and happiness throughout my life. Sorry if there is any wrong doings which causes you to hate me so much. I know deep within, i did not meant it.

Okay, going back to my happy2 stuff..Just got to know that I won the Vic International Photo Competition. Amazed I am, straight after reading the email, I ym nanee..hehehe...Nanee tak bgn lg...so i just left a msg saying "msg when when you wake up"...hahaha... so ive decided to attend the Vic International event on Friday to collect the prize...Btw the prize i got is a $100 voucher from Wellington Photographic Suppliers shop...and hopefully I can get the overall winner and get another $200 voucher from the same shop..haha...boleh la beli lense baru..beli filter ke..muahahahhaha....

ok..thats all for now...someone has been nagging to me to write a post..and rite now while im bored doing my transcript alone...i decided to...hehe..

nota lantai : ok dh tulis post...so lg 4 bulan baru tulis post baru..:P


Kekuikui

-Khairil aka krelganzo

lovely day..

i slept around 630/7 am this morning after struggling to finish my lit review before my meeting with david at 230pm...woke up to a lovely day..d sun was shining..how nice =D

first good news..ayer told me that he won a photo competition organized by vic international..wee! he won d price for the portrait section..n its actually d pic of both of us..double wee! (bangga ni sbb ade gmbr i skali..ehehe) which pic? haa..it will be disclosed later after the prize giving ceremony..just pray that he will get the overall winner! aminn.. oh ye..he also promised that he will blog about it..hhaha..ye la dh berkurun dia tak post ape2..so just wait n c =p

second good news.. david is happy with my lit review/draft..n he sed that i clearly meet the requirement for this thurs..yey! so no need to worry anymore..but i still need to adjust some stuffs and finish up my analysis for the 3rd company.. gona meet him again tmrw for a while to get my detailed feedback. fuh..felt a bit relieved cuz before im not that sure how to put everything together..n i don want my research to be just another typical research.. hehe.. well, so far so good.. just hope that i can put together everything in the end..24 days and few hours to go..haha...siap letak countdown til freedom tu..ehehe..

third..i might not say news..but just another happy/relaxing thing i did today.. i joined ayer, njb, atong, kurt, nuzul, athi and naze for coffee at chews lane after my meeting with david just now.. ah..lovely day, lovely weather, lovely place, lovely people..i feel so happy =D after a few rounds of laughter and proses kenekan atong..heh..we went for a walk and then head home..

should be preparing for my history presentation now..buttt..instead im watching antm..haha..oh well, will flick thru few articles after this..need to sleep early cuz tmrw i have an early class.. kalu sok bukan last AOS class, dh ponteng dah kot..well, michael gona give us d exam questions tmrw..hope it wont be crazyyy.. haa..tmrw hons info session..adek2..jemput la dtg..hehehe..ok i leave this by putting some pic from the raya celebration at high comm yesterday.. taa~

rambut ayer mcm tanduk =p

gmbr raya dr kl

ok adek saye dh transfer gmbr2 raye kat rumah saye di kl aritu.. dia kate tak amek byk sgt gmbr sbb dia pening half way..haha..dh la ramai sgt org yg dtg rumah saye first day tu..pastu ptg lak terpakse bersiap2 balek batu pahat.. wah saye rindu raya di rumah!

dh 4 tahun saye takde dlm gmbr cam ni..kalu saye ade mmg tak muat la nk dok lima2 org atas krusi tuh..haha..anyway..bapak saye mcm semakin 'sehat'..ehehe..adek2 saye nmpk cm pelik sket..wakakaka..maaf zahir batin ye =p

kalu saye ade mesti saye dok tgh2..sbb saye plg pendek dan comel =D first day saye pakai kaler brown..elok la tu..bleh complement kaler2 yg dh ade tu..eheh..

ni cousin saye yg baru lahir few days before raye..name dia nur damia ke nur dameea..tak sure lak eja camne.. saye dgn cousin2 prompuan sebelah mak saye semua ade double E kat name, except sorg jek..hehe..

ni jek la cucu2 lelaki tok saye.. yg kecik tu cousin saye yg umur dia 5 kot..tak igt..abg baby tadi tu la..nakal tak ingat nye..isk isk.. takde gmbr cucu2 perempuan sbb saye takde..eheh

oh td saye dpt parcel dr my mom..pastu ade la dia selit kad raya family yg siap ade name2 kiterang tu..pastu tgk balek kad tu br la saye terigt name saye ade apostrophe..ye name penuh saye mcm ni.. Nur 'Ainee Mohd Zin..tp kat sini apostrophe tu ilang sbb kat passport saye takde..so sejak first year saye tak tulis la apostrophe tu..tp kang balek msia saye kene igt la name saye ade apostrophe..hahaha.. nnt tak same lak ngn ic..

anyway..time kasih stafford sbb buat open house tadi.. sok mari kite ke high comm..kite tgk video cik kartiyem..kekekke.. =p

raya lagii..

raya kedua

hari raya kedua ni sgt unproductive..disebabkan tak ckup tdo dh 2 hari..so cam hari ganti balek tdo..hahaha.. well buat keje sket2.. n just lepak kat rumah..erm takde open house juge harini..hari yang agak malas..tp sempat buat sheperd's pie sbb dh janji lame dgn ayer..keke

raya ketiga

lps derang2 ni smayang jumaat td..kiterang ke rumah nonie, farah, qilah n fazuin..derang buat open house together with nana and palie..thanks korangg..mmg sedappp dan mmg kenyang lah kiterang makan..hihi.. lps dr rumah derang..balek dan sambung buat keje.. wah..rasenye keje bergerak tp masih dlm keadaan yg agak slow..

perlu start typing by tomorrow..nk kene anta lit review on monday.. sok nk gi stafford lak tuk open house..maybe tak dpt ke everton..sorry ye korg.. terpaksa buat keje.. den on sunday ade celebration kat high comm pulak.. mmg torn between work n raya..hhuhu..

one more week to go before study break..n less than a month of hell before freedom.. td kiterang dpt invitation gi honours farewell dinner kat james cook on the 31st october..haha..klakar lak..hari yang kene anta project, mlm tu ade dinner.. mmg kene siap project cpt2 la kan..kang tak tdo aritu gi dinner mata lebam..mmg merdeka habis la mlm tu..wah tak sabar!

alrite..perlu smbung bit more keje.. smbil tgu my bro transfer gmbr raya..ok..slamat mlm semua.. taa~~

selamat hari rayaaa!! -raya pertama-

selamat hari raya semua! wah dh hari raya ke tiga..lmbt lak nk post pasal raya pertama..hehe..

raya pertama

dpt tido hanye 2 jam..ayer lak mcm tak tdo langsung..tahun ni bukan pasal sibuk memasak tp sibuk membuat keje..isk isk..so kiterang gi high comm tuk smayang raya. igtkan cam dh lmbat..sbb dlm bus pun sket jek org..smpi high comm tgk2 lagi la sket org..pastu baru la ramai2 start dtg.. br la terasa sket smgt raya.. dpt mkn pulut kuning, rendang daging/ayam, bihun goreng..kuih muih.. then we went home..sbb tot nk tdo la kejap..borak2 plak ngn en zhafri..hahaha.. den tak jadi la nk tdo sbb cik natasah ajak mkn di rumahnye sblm ke kelas.. ye kami ade kelas hari raya..first time raya in 4 years kat sini kene gi uni..huhu..

so dlm kol 1pm camtu, saye, ayer dan keri bergerak ke rumah cik natasah, mcn dan shaza.. time kasih ye apt 98.. dpt makan byk..ade ayam masak merah resipi nash, lodeh, rendang, pulut kuning.. so trime kasih kepada cik natasah, mcn, shaza, cik kartiyem, kak bed, cik nor, nash k dan etc.. (tak igt sbenarnye name ape lagi..hahhaha).. lepak2 smpi lah gerak ke kelas..

smpi di kelas tgk2 sket jek org..ceh..kiterang yg raya ni pun gi kelas..org tak raya ponteng..isk isk..time tu mmg sgt mengantok..bile org start present jek mata rase sgt berat..tp bile derang kate ok..thank you..terus cam fresh! hahaha.. anyway klas kol 3.40 smpi about 5.30pm..

lps klas we went to rumah pn siti pulak tuk beraya.. ade 15 of us..naik shuttle dr pipitea ke rumahnye.. mmg semua org lapar la kan..makanan lak mmg byk..hhuhu..sedap2..lps makan trus terbaring..semua org pun ngantok n sgt2 penat..so kiterang balek around 945pm camtu.. smpi rumah mmg terus terbaring lah..waduhh..tak ckup tido nye pasal..dgn perut penuh..hehehhe..

soo, wpun tahun ni kiterang tak masak2 tuk raya.. saye enjoy jugak la raye.. time kasih kpd semua2 kerana telah membuat hari raya saye sgt bahagia..hihi..ye la dlu igt tak bleh nk enjoy langsung kan..

ok ayer blm upload gmbr raya..ni gmbr raya yg diambil oleh cik natasah dlm kelas history.. satu jek la..hehe..

ni dh abes kelas..tgh nk pack2 nk balek..